| hey guys and gals...im starting my writing kick again...hope you enjoy this new love story ^.^
Every
night I would have this dream. Usually I'm surrounded by nothing but
pure light. Within this light, theres an angel...one that takes my
breath away. She has her back turned on me and I always do my best to
try and catch up to her. But no matter what I never seem to be able
to reach her. Just when I get close...I awaken to a pain deep in my
heart...
My name is Nathaniel Parker. I'm 17 and I live with
my sister and parents in the gambling capital of the world, Las Vegas.
Its become a routine for me now. I'd wake up from this
re-occuring dream, each time with a deeper pain of lost hope, and get
ready for school. The occurances in this dream are always different
but one thing remains constant...I can never reach that angel. I've
told my friends about this dream and they laugh and tell me its nothing
to worry about. But I don't believe thats all there is to it. I
believe that my dreams are trying to show me something...someone who i
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| I've decided i need to vent somehow and heres how ima do it...i'm going to write short stories...yup ima get back into my stories...k so before i start ima ask u few that still read xangas to help me out
I need suggestions for
- Main Character name
- Sub-character names
- dilema or problem needing to be solved/plot
please post any comments on this
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| hahaha well this is one of those weeks that just don't happen to go
right...everything i did went wrong in some way or form except for
thursday and friday. I would go into detail on some of the things
that happened but some are my friend's personal issues and i do not
have the right to talk about such things
Monday
- got yelled at by dad
- ran into a dirt pit (i have a low car...i couldnt see it)
- car messed up from running into dirt pit
- late for school
- left binder on top of car and drove off causing the binder to fall and oncoming traffic to run it over
- got home and got yelled at again
Tuesday
- got to school late again
- got spoken to by teacher
- had a deep meaningful conversation with my friend (okie so its not
that bad, its just the subject was about death and it made us both
kinda depressed)
- drumline kept giving me shit (i think they forget I'm the leader)
- got home and got yelled at by my mom and somehow made her cry by sitting and looking at her
- was told i was selfish and thus made my parent blog from before
Wednesday
- found out some nauseating news from my friend from above
- could not sleep the whole night and kept waking up every half hour
Saturday
- got another flat...
- got run over by drumline equipment way too many times
of course there where some good times
- i was told i was "liked" 3 times this week
- i experienced my first Hooka
- i drank responsible and stopped before i even got my buzz
- i met this girl i really like
- marching band competition...our band got last place but our drumline got 4th overall again i blame the color gaurd
- i finally went out to hang out with my friends for a late night since forever
The moment i think was the most interesting was last night. After
changing my tire i was uber hungry...so i got some Mcdonalds for my
drive home...well instead of cheering for the green lights, i kept
cheering for the red lights hahaha so i can eat without worrying about
the road...but somehow the one night i wanted red lights, i got
straight green lights the whole trip...what the crazy! hahaha oh well
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| This is a parent blog
...My friends see me as a selfless person who is nice, kind, and
charitable...my parents see me as a selfish fiend who do not take their
feelings in consideration...who am i really?...I myself have never
thought highly of grades...I see no point...I never really saw myself
living a long life with a family...i always saw myself helping others
somehow...or living in Africa studying animals or something...My
parents see me as a potential doctor...they see me as a person who
should succeed in school...to stay longer in school...to be too busy to
stay at home and have a ton of money...i dont care much about money...i
know we need it to live...to survive...to adapt in a way...but i never
wished for large amounts of it...
Everything I do is seen differently in my parent's eye...every thing
I'm proud of...they see as dirt...everything they wish of me...i see as
second priority...they will never understand who i grew up to be...and
i can never be the perfect child...I do things that others look at and
say "Wow, I wish I could do something like that"...my parents look at
the things i do and see it as a waste...
I understand all they want is good grades...but good grades arent what
make people who they are...i know plenty of jerks, asses, dicks, and
fuckers who have the best grades...and i know some people who don't
have the best GPA but are the kindest truest people i met...somehow i
believe my parents think grades reflect everything...if my grades are
bad than i don't respect them...if my grades are bad I'm a
delinquent...if my grades are bad I'm gonna fail in life...but i do try
and respect them...i try and make life easier for them by not worrying
about me and to focus more on my sister...i try and learn how to take
care of myself so they don't have to worry as much when i leave...i
love how much they work for me and hate that when i try to relieve that
they hate it...ugh
I hate how no matter what i do...i seem to never be enough...i hate how
they look down upon everything i do...i hate how they make me feel like
shit...i hate ...
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| hahaha this entry is for Kat cuz shes so cool
Differences in work places
PROS
Retail
- Discounts in clothes
- Decent pay
- No real uniform
- High chance of seeing good looking customers
Food
- Free food
- Easy job
- Customers will always buy so you never have to sell anything
CONS
Retail
- Managers (you usually end up with the stuck up ones)
- Folding (I just hate folding)
- You have to try and convince a customer to buy an outfit
- Learning that theres more to clothes than just being comfortable in them
- Most of the time, the workers make fun of the people on the floor
Food
- Bitchy ass customers who think they are superior
- Random food stains on your shoes
- Cleaning the kids place and restrooms
Actually I hated retail work at American Eagle only because of my
managers...if it weren't for those stuck up bitches, I would have loved
my job. I hate the work I do at Burger King but my co-workers are
the reason I stay. They help make me laugh when a stupid customer
walks in.
Uh other things on my mind...I have a couple girls on my mind
hahaha...what else? uhm ya im still wondering if my ex and I are going
to homecoming and since shes not returning my calls I highly doubt that
hahaha which is ok by me cuz dances are funner without dates
Drumline is going great hahaha we make up cadences almost weekly now (a cadence is a drum groove/break if you didn't know)
I'm excited not for Homecoming dance itself (oh come on, you've to one
dance, you've been to em all) but the the assembly. hahaha my
friends are gonna do their dance routine and since i helped
choreographed (which is probably spelled wrong) im hella excited to see
it. Also i think theres actually a chance that i'll walk in the
assembly as nominee of Homecoming King hahahaha
k thats my life
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